Do you know that feeling...
when you lose something, but you don't have any idea where it is?
when you're forgetting something, but you don't know what it is?
when you feel guilty about something, but you don't need to be?
when you're lost, and you can't find your way back to where you want to be?
when you want to say something to someone, but it's just not the right time to do so?
when you miss someone so much it hurts physically, psychologically, and emotionally?
when you have an urge to do something, but don't know how to go about doing it?
where you're just so overwhelmed with things, that all you can do to overcome it is to sit by yourself and cry for a while?
where all you want is to be optimistic, but pessimism keeps taking over?
where everyone is telling you a million things, and you don't know what your own feelings are anymore?
where it seems like everything you've ever wanted has come crashing down, and you don't know how to handle the new path in front of you?
Right now. All of these things are all I'm feeling. I don't know why. I don't know how. I need to fix it. I want it to change. It came out of nowhere. It's hard. I'm not sure how to handle it. So I'm venting here. Perhaps someone can relate? Anyone? Positive thoughts are welcomed.
xo
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"where you're just so overwhelmed with things, that all you can do to overcome it is to sit by yourself and cry for a while?
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I can totally relate. In the past year, I've found myself unemployed but looking for a job twice. I've never been diagnosed with depression. In both cases, I felt that if this isn't depression, I just can't imagine what is. I have no confidence anymore. I am afraid of interviews because I don't want to let employers down and I don't want to find out that I'm not good enough.
I feel like I can't even appreciate how beautiful my life is right now because there is so much bad energy.
Chin up. Things will get better. It's hard to say that because I feel like they never will, but my soul finds a bit of comfort in that thought.
Wow, girl that must be so hard. :( Yea I have that feeling lately... Since I had to change my major so late into my college career, I feel like I don't even know what I'm supposed to do with my life or anything anymore... I'm so lost. And my boyfriend and I just broke up, so that makes it even harder... Ugh. It's so frustrating!
DeleteI've had one of those weeks (or 2) as well! I hope it's all looking up.
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